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27 July 09

Bruised but not broken.

Been alot that I’ve been through. I cried a tear a time or two. Baby, you know I cried some over you. That was my first mistake. Had my heart kicked to the ground - love ripped me up and tore me down, baby. That ain’t enough to break me ‘cause I’ll rise above it, I’ll pick myself up, and I’ll dust the pain off my heart.

And I’ll be alright, I’ll love again, and the wounds will mend. I’m bruised but not broken and the pain will fade. I’ll get back on my feet. It’s not the end of me. My heart is still open because I’m bruised but not broken. Been alot of tears stained nights. I thought the tears were here for life, baby. The hurt came on and held on tight, yeah, took a chance, I took a fall. Love broke my heart and shattered all my dreams, but I won’t be down on my knees. ‘Cause I’ll rise above it. And I’ll pick myself up, and I’ll shake the rain out of my heart.

And I’ll be alright, I’ll love again, and the wounds will mend. I’m bruised but not broke and the pain will fade. I’ll get back on my feet. It’s not the end of me. My heart is still open because I’m bruised but not broken.

Gonna pick my heart up - take my life back. Shake the hurt away. Pull myself together, put the pieces back in place. I learned love’s so hard. Love left my soul scarred. I was shattered inside. And I’ll be alright, I’ll love again, and the wounds will mend. I’m bruised but not broke and the pain will fade. I’ll get back on my feet. It’s not the end of me. My heart is still open because I’m bruised but not broken.

Posted: 3:55 AM

Gravity.

Something always brings me back to you - it never takes too long. No matter what I say or do. I’ll still feel you here ‘til the moment I’m gone. You hold me without touch. You keep me without chains. I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign. Set me free, leave me be. I don’t want to fall another moment into your gravity. Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I’m supposed to be. But you’re on to me and all over me.

You loved me ‘cause I’m fragile. When I thought that I was strong, you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone. I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you’re everything I think I need here on the ground. You’re neither friend nor foe though I can’t seem to let you go. The one thing that I still know is that you’re keeping me down.

Posted: 3:51 AM

I find your energy sequenced to mine as we push away with everything we have.

Carry out the sounds past the west horrizons. I’m standing still, I’m standing still. Why I parted all the change? No body indured. Well I’m walking out, I’m walking out. What do you expect of me? Did you think that this was all an excuse for hospitality? I know you think its all because of me. At first glance, I’m breathing, leaving myself no room to move, at all. My mind is so flooded and I’m drunk with regret. Swimming in a sea of hope tonight. I find your energy sequenced to mine as we push away with everything we have. I’ll go ahead and re-elect perfections, It’s never looked as good as it does on you right now. I’ll go ahead and make an incision, doubt you’ll feel anything at all. I dont think I’m right for a side and I am nervous. At least I can say I made it out this time. I just might, but you wont let me as for you be sure to cover up your mouth.

I dont know how to say this, my thoughts have just run out.

Posted: 3:48 AM

'They tried to kill chivalry, but we brought it back.'

Let me know if you want to be alone. Can’t find your heart. Improve what you aren’t. And fake what you can. Take this, baby, embrace this. I need you like I hate this. Why can’t you face this? Who said that we were over? You call it closure, but you don’t even know her, pulling me closer.

All my friends are sinking slowly. Take me, bend me, no, break me. I need you like your love. I need your love, I need your love. And you should know by now. You need to take a deep breath before you let it out. Hey, there you are! You want to talk about devotion? Keep this in motion. It’s easy when you just drown out the lights. And use what you ignore. You’d say anything to get inside my head. Debut the situation and beg me to wait for this. But you refuse me. ‘Cause see, I am not your family. It doesn’t matter if we’re closing all the doors, If you can stand for it anymore.

Posted: 3:44 AM

"But you’re so hypnotizing, You’ve got me laughing while I sing, You’ve got me smiling in my sleep. And I can see this unraveling, Your love is where I’m falling, But please don’t catch me."

I see us in the park - strolling the summer days of imaginings in my head, and words from my heart told only to the wind - felt even without being said. I dont wanna bore you with my troubles, but theres something bout your love that makes me weak and knocks me off my feet. I love you, more and more. We lay beneath the stars under a lovers tree that seems through the eyes of my mind. I reach out for the part of me that lives in you. That only our two hearts can find.

I dont wanna bore you with my troubles, but theres something bout your love that makes me weak and knocks me off my feet. I love you, more and more. I don’t even know you and you’ve already knocked me off my feet. My heart has been bruised before and by the looks of it, seems like you’ve been in the position that I’m in now. Why are we scared of love? We both deny it, and try and hide it. We are shutting out so many possibilities. What if we are meant to be?

See this heart won’t settle down, Like a child running scared from a clown. I’m terrified of what you do, My stomach screams just when I look at you. Run far away so I can breathe, Even though you’re far from suffocating me, I can’t set my hopes too high, ‘Cause every hello ends with a goodbye.So now you see why I’m scared, I can’t open up my heart without a care.

26 July 09
fuckyeahtheoc:

Summer: Cohen, you are so neurotic. Seth: Exactly. Unlike Zac who is anxiety-free, with his big smile, natural athleticism. That guy makes me feel very Jewish.Summer: Look, I know Zac looks great on paper. Son of a congressman, sweet, selfless, hey, and even, well.. boring.Seth: Yeah, he’s a touch bland.Summer: And you, with all your little flaws, and your little quirks, somehow, you keep drawing me back in.
(via littlemissdorkette)

fuckyeahtheoc:

Summer: Cohen, you are so neurotic. 
Seth: Exactly. Unlike Zac who is anxiety-free, with his big smile, natural athleticism. That guy makes me feel very Jewish.
Summer: Look, I know Zac looks great on paper. Son of a congressman, sweet, selfless, hey, and even, well.. boring.
Seth: Yeah, he’s a touch bland.
Summer: And you, with all your little flaws, and your little quirks, somehow, you keep drawing me back in.

(via littlemissdorkette)

Reblogged: fuckyeahtheoc

Posted: 10:43 PM
thatsmyword:
I make mistakes. You make mistakes. Let’s fix them together.

thatsmyword:

I make mistakes. You make mistakes. Let’s fix them together.

Reblogged: thatsmyword

Posted: 7:07 PM

Can I get a whatwhat?

melsteele:

For stupid ass (almost)boyfriends, who think that it’s okay to let their (almost)girlfriends just walk away from them, and continue to ignore them for long periods of time? Or a whatwhat for the guys who just honestly deserved to be punched in the dick? Can I get a whatwhat for those girls who’ve given those boys every fiber of their existence (excuse the gayness), no exaggeration needed, and have gotten nothing in return? Or what about a whatwhat for those girls who have sat there for god knows how long god knows how many times, crying over this boy because he broke her heart again? Or maybe a whatwhat for the girl who always goes running back because in the back of her mind she knows that the boy wouldn’t ever think twice about doing that for her? Or maybe a whatwhat for the girls who always feel like they’re the only ones doing anything in the relationship?

Can I get a whatwhat for the girl who’s decided to finally drop this sorry excuse for a man, and live her life without constantly worrying? Without constantly thinking twice about what she did, in fear that the boy wouldn’t want her anymore?

Can I get a whatwhat for me?

Whatwhat!

Reblogged: glitter-n-dope

25 July 09
Remember when people used to say “boss” when they were describing something really cool. Like, “those shoulder pads are really boss man.” “Look at that perm, that perm is so boss!” It’s what made me want to become a boss. And I looked so good in a perm and shoulder pads. But now, boss is just slang, for jerk in charge.

Michael Scott (via theofficequotes)

This made my day.

Reblogged: theofficequotes

Posted: 12:17 AM

Hmm.

skatethedream:

Have you ever went to somebody’s page whom you’ve never met before and thought to yourself “I wish I knew this person”? What’s wierd is that you can, but you choose not to either because your intimidated or your just too shy. And as days past your so tempted to comment that person and just be like “Hey, I’m so and so” yet still you don’t. It stays in the back of your mind and eventually you turn yourself away all together. Then time passes and you see that person again and you notice the differences and what has changed since the last time you visited their page. What you notice is that they are happy and you begin to feel like you could have been a part of their happiness. But your not because you held yourself back. All in all, you regret not going for it.

I’m having that moment about a girl right now.

I’m completely stunned. You worded that so perfectly. I’m actually going through the same situation and when I try to explain it no words can express what exactly is going on, but you - you just basically said what I’ve been trying to say. Thank you.

Reblogged: skatethedream

Themed by Hunson. Originally by Josh